After my life (1)

Keyword: to be so near, not to kiss one another, space, to be separated, ache, sharp pain, tension deep inside, unbearable, to dwell elsewhere, to be totally calm, the turmoil of life, to die during your sleep, the "best death" conceivable, to die at home, her son beside her, to miss someone, to live without me, me live whithout her, to dwell elsewhere, ashes, dust, to live again, to publish her writings.